like you know when at first you’re totally bummed things aren’t going your way. but then you realize that you have something that you were meant to be doing.

like tonight when i went to try out for diamond cabaret for the second time…. and they told me i couldn’t because my manager from after dark was working downstairs and tells me he wouldn’t contract me because of “favoritism” 

seriously, WTH.

but i went to leela’s after that disaster for a fatass chai. and i walked outside afterwards and some kids were totally just writing on the sidewalk ((hot as hell)). lol just my luck…

so i basically mobbed for a few hours with some random KYS cats. and then got drunk at some bars downtown all the while some really douchey hipster cats hit on my friend and i. so i practically forgot  what i was so bummed over.